nothing feels right when im not with you.,
Friday, November 6, 2009.
i need a new book. saiful, please bring me out for some ice-cream and book shopping.

i just wanna curl up in one of those big sofas, sip my coffee and get lost in the book.

heh.

life used to be so carefree/

as i get older, i find myself lost in the world of adults.

so many responsibilities.

bills bills bills to pay..

my future to think of. so many plans for 2010 til 2013, i do not know where to start.

while on my way to work just now, i just love to watch people rush in the train to grab the seats.

magically, no one would wanna sit on the 'priority seat'.

i kinda remembered about the incident which happened to us a week ago.

we board the train from bugis. so as usual, not banking on any available seats though.

so the train was slightly pack with sleepy people. i think the best place to sleep is on the MRT la. mcm semua automatically can fall asleep. haha.

on that fateful day, i was wearing my empire cut top la. i stood in front of saiful, tryna get my balance la.

there is this lady who was looking at me, with that uneasy face.

so i just smiled at her with that come-hither eyes. haha

she got up and offered me the 'hot seat'. and at the same time the train kinda brake abruptly when its reaching City Hall. so Saiful grab hold of me, while ushering me to the seat. haha. i swear i blush la. like hello i know la my tummy is larger than life, but thanks anyway for giving up the seat for me. i was kinda tired too. hehe but i can imagine how clumsy i looked in the train. *smacks head*

and one more thing, i do not understand why they would sit at the edge of the seat if the previous passenger has alighted and its time for the seat grabber to sit. or even worst; they would tap-tap the seat like as though its a sleeping baby. bonkersss!



ive been thinking to much lately. its time to swallow the chill pill on the hill. its rhymess. fuckgrubbers.

ham ham.,
Friday, October 30, 2009.
i am having this throbbing headache. its really killing me. popped some pills but still it doesnt work. im hungry & feeling very very cold. babyboo is already asleep. wake up and accompany me pleaseee! so this round of night, its still with hidayah , olive & babylyn. niceeee night! hehe. stay this way till 730 ok?


baby is dragging me out tmrw i guess. but honestly, im too lazy to go out. i just wanna stay at home, with my pyjamas , watching dvd and eating ice-creams! i dun wanna shower, powder myself and fight the human traffic along city hall or town.
im damn hungry NOW! this milo certainly is of no help at all. ive already sent out my complaint letter to Costa Sands. im just waiting for their reply. hehe.

so any news regarding the december bonus?? i hope its not like what we received in July. heartbreaking! haha.

yikes. gotta grab something to eat.

onelove. <3

i'm feeling lucky,
Thursday, October 29, 2009.

last week has been the most tiring days of my life. was working ten days straight in a row, after that headed down to Sentosa for my chalet.the chalet was a-okay.
the room is kinda small though.
it was my mum's first virgin ride on both the luge & the skyride.
hilarious.
by now, i guess its easier for baby to be mingling with my family members.
no more awkward/shy moments.

i need a movie date badly. someone please ask me out. i wanna watch love happens and he just wouldnt wanna watch it with me!! :(








well, for our 9th, we played bowling&snooker. a finally fish spa! haha. very ticklish. new experience for saiful indeed. :) lets cut down on the fighting, be even more loving. i love you sayang. thanks for being sucha wonderful lover.







tough solar.,
Tuesday, October 20, 2009.
ive been complaining too much & i felt that i am the most whiniest girlfriend on earth.
the boyfriend has been patiently listening too me.
haha. yesterday's project hope was a-ok.
the moment i saw taufik batisah, i was starstruck.
so damn excited! deliciously cute! mcm boleh gigit.
ahaha ok kental. afternoon shift today wasnt a killer like the previous days.
3 more days to go to the long awaited short getaway.

boooyah!

i wanna slim down badly that i wanna look as pretty as ******* *******

ham ham.,
Wednesday, October 14, 2009.
it is really amazing how my boyfriend could have his pair of eyes glued to the monitor for the past two hours.
boys & their games. *shakes head.
and im just sitting here, facebook-ing since 5.
well, im kinda tired after my morning shift.
i get easily tired these few days.
and i get extremely hungry like all the times.
saiful has been feeding me like i'm his pet.
haha. makin gemok la aku ni saiful!!

since, last month they gave a festive advancement, im kinda broke for October.
im just waiting for 25th to be nearer.
and i seriously need a financial planner for myself.
theres so many things i wanna do, but i do not know how to 'budget'
as an impulsive shopper since young, i find myself buying things that i eventually realise that i do not need.
all of these need to stop !
help needed! haha

linda is planning another holiday trippp.
shit. duit lagikkk!
can i still go on a holiday and still get the LV bag?
*wishing&hoping.

da la saiful. enough with the gaming.
i wanna have my dinnnnner!

enerboost.,
Saturday, October 10, 2009.
i am too TIRED.
i need rest!
i dun care! shall i just take unpaid leave to sleep?
period.

uglay as it is.,
Wednesday, October 7, 2009.
am i ovulating or the ward is relatively hot tonight?

tonight it was awesssome! census remained as how the afternoon girls left us with.
unlike our first night, barely enough room to breathe.

in a few hours time, gonna hit the sack.

epul's granny is at the ward opposite mine.
DIL. hopefully shes getting better.
on a lighter note, Azhar is recovering.
and my boyfriend is ecstatic about that.
Azhar can finally speak & joke around. no more lying on that bed with that expressionless face. get well soon :)

the chalet that we're planning, i'm all excited about it! am counting down to 23rd baby! just a short getaway for you & me ;)

i miss staying out late & having that sleepy convo with baby.
i miss going for gila-gila shopping.
bring me out shopping this weekend. i promise that i'll be good. :)
i miss you already :)

and if you really love me, bring me up that G-maxxxx!