her facade.

i wish...

2011-01-30T05:09:00.009+08:00

well lately, ive been browsing few fashion blogs that i find rather inspiring.
As you all can see, im a newbie when it comes to Hijab. yes personally i find it fulfiling to be able to wear it. Syukur Alhamdullilah!

and personally this are my few favourite looks..

& the lady above is Hana T. from UK. I find her style rather fresh and unique. :)

Furthermore, i do have to complete my Pandora bracelet soon. shall get myself few more charms and i'm done :)

& last but not least; ME!!
goodnight world :D

two.2.dua.

2011-01-30T01:16:00.002+08:00

Dear Saiful,
we turned TWO last thursday.
though its only the second year, i can pretty much say that we've been through alot. all those ups and downs. the first trip to KL together.stupid things we'll do together. shitty nights.special dates. nasty names calling. crazy EXes. very bad bad fight till i wanna just punch him and walk away.sweet suprises. swollen eyes. butterflies in the stomach.the first meet up with the parents. the ENGAGEMENT and the list goes on.
Undeniably, i am grateful & blessed for having Saiful. at times he is the most irritating specimen evr existed. and fair enough he pampers me like a kid.
it is nice to see him able to get along very well with my folks and my brothers. able to just read my mind without having me to say anything.

for so many other reasons, i Love you Saiful.
coz u make me feel like im the only girl in the world.

xoxo;
SARAH

kfoi

2011-01-22T12:11:00.003+08:00

Its a beautiful Saturday morning. sucha nice weather to be by the beach :0
oh well, been very busy lately. work is crazy as usual. LOVE is crazier! haha..
been tryin to shed my excess baggage, so i tried TAEBO! the moves looks easy but i ended up gettin severe bodyaches! even after some streching. haha.

my mom and i have been talking about my brother's upcoming wedding. well, its not as easy as it seems. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ everything is about $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
and then the topic narrowed down to me. :)) whther do i have my own savings now or am i still shopping around like as though i have all the money in the world. seriously, i am saving!!!! yeehayy! coz i wanna get married.. insyallah beginning of 2012!!
now i sound like minah kawin2!

im hungry but im darn lazy to see whats in the kitchen.. hehehe
i am craving for KFC's chicken :(

i will follow u into the dark...

2010-11-07T16:41:00.004+08:00

I am so frustrated coz i do not have sufficient sleep.
and im doomed coz im due for my 2nd night later...
i'll feel damn groggy and sleepy. aynako!
last night, was one helluva night..
great team.heavy ptns.
.
DDIL and still no care form..
fitted and de-sat, countless cpr and adrenalines...intubated...
resus for 45mins, was all ready to send down, family do not want... haiz..
pulseless VT and we shocked the pt..

soon enough i'll be in shock!
aynako!

peace, Love & more Ice-creams..

2010-10-26T22:01:00.006+08:00

seriously, everytime i tried to type something here, i just cant come up with anything even my daily rantings.

Yesterday,went out with Love's 'decided' best man; Arshad..
Had dinner at Sakura buffet.. my virgin trip and i was shocked! Singaporeans are the best eaters! Shad brought along his date. a very pleasant girl,Zila. hopefully everything goes on well..did some mini-shopping and bike accessory and parts shopping for him. :)
thanks love for the short and well-spent day..ai yev you!

so Today we caught "Paranormal Activity 2" today..
i'd rate it 8.5/10.. i just dun like hw it ends.. but good show la overall..

As i was already on my third day of my Morning shift, was pretty much tired and worn out. retreat back home much earlier as expected..

while im sitting here typing away and occassionally browsing through my engagement album,

i am very very satisfied and happy. looking back, the prep days, unexpected ring shopping.. it was all worthy.. and thanks all for making it happen, my parents, my brothers, my cousins esp kak haniem and abg ani for really helping out, my aunties and uncles... and to all of you who helped out, thank you =) and to you my Fiancee, thank you for being the best since day one. never failed to make me happy in many ways, very creative when it comes to argument, and those suprises, and thank you for being YOU! <3>

im dreading to go to work everyday, but everytime i reached work, i feel happy and motivated.. i shall work and perform at my utmost potentiall...nak jadi jururawat yg bagus dan berfikiran kritikal!

i shall now go and grab something light before i sleep.. yeehay!

goodnight everyone, and goodnight to you, my only one..

p/s: epul u still owe me a trip to any ice-cream shop k!

carbonlove/

2010-10-07T03:42:00.002+08:00

we're half-hitched. we're ENGAGED! nyeh! hahaha..
hoping it will all go as smooth as possible..
insya-allah!

"baby, the road that we're trudging on gonna be a hell of a ride.. it can go as good as it can get, and it can get nasty too.. but im never ever gonna give up on you. i'll never frgt the day you proposed and that impromptu ring shopping.. i love you."

sayanggg!

2010-04-29T05:25:00.003+08:00

‘’I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.’’

So is love over-rated? I guess not when you have your own story to tell.
So tonight, I feel like blogging about my beau on this world wide web!
The path that we’re traveling on isn’t as easy breezy as some has thought.
We do have our ups and downs. Well mostly up la. We gt to know each other through friendster and I wasn’t the least interested in him. That short lil msg he sent on 13/12/08 sent shivers down my spine. Not that he was scary looking or an ugly creature to begin with. Its just that he is one of my best girls’ best friend and after an experience that made me promise never to date any of my girl’s friend. I was hesitant initially but theres something about him that makes me feel so curious. Soon enough contacts were exchanged and frequent calls were made. ;) and one thing is, on new years’ eve, he insisted on waiting up for me after my night of partying with the bunch.
He accepted me for who I am. Clicked very well with my folks & were there everytime I need someone to whine too. He is very patient with my mood swings, knowing which buttons to push. Writing me love letters when he is in reservist, making my name out of the green sponge. The little things he does for me that makes it all seems wonderful. Allowing me to share a part of his life, I felt lucky. Hehehe. I know our honeymoon period is long gone! But everyday, I am falling for you booboo! And we’ll continue to trudge on this road till our dream is OUR REALITY!

Okay now, u guys can just go vomit!
I love saiful ok!

all this time

2010-04-03T04:04:00.000+08:00

its sucha busy night, and when i actually complained to Saiful about my legs aching, he thought i need new shoes! multiple paeds admission, deisolating one soon. the reg wants us to transfer down now. hellllllo?! tk tgk ke skrg da pukol brape... '-.-
momma packed some chicken noodle for me. weeee! sedap la. along with the tom yam soup, perfectto! but still no mood to eat.
aynako! i need a vacation. bb, cruise this year?!?? i wish

take a bow.

2010-03-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

so as i've said, should i stay or should i go?

so i decided to stay for good, HOPEFULLY!

heh! so shopping spree with baby was G-R-E-A-T!

felt so pampered&like a princess. especially when he started saying "Take whatever you want,i'll just pay''
hahaha ok so saiful, i dun expect much la but a monthly shopping spree for me would be great! muka tak tau malu betol.

but anyhooos, mary's wedding day is drawing near and i feel so excited for her.
*dush my mind is blank. till im filled up again..

hoolabaloo!

2010-02-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time! and if this blog of mine is a book, surely it'll be dusty! Got myself two new accounts over at Tumblr and twitter. and i still am a noob coz im clueless on how it works. So BIMBOTIC!

still i found myself caught in a dilemma. i do not know; to leave or to stay.
GOD! please help me!

Kite flying session yesterday over at Barrage. Bought ourselves a HUGE kickass kite.BIG & ORANGE; we named it Fishy Fishy Fish Fish. & its a high flyer.
ice-cream date with baby together with arshad. it made me a happy fat girl. Saw a certain someone at Dempsey. I didnt know that it could cause a ruckus. bukan kau sorang pe nak makan ice-cream! and it screams insecurity la babe.
But anyhoos, Lepaks at Boat Quay, snapping piktures and we saw this big group of teenage girls clad in fake 'police night patrol' attire. looks more to NPCC. teehee! :)

after which sheesha sessions with the usuals, and i love the frank sandwich over at Mosi's. i can eat it everyday and not get sick of it. sedapbilahiii@! tak bleh angskk!! after taht drove up Mount Faber. Baby's virgin trip! hahaha. Being him, who easily gets excited , dia betol nye jakun!

Wati msged me on Facebook. askin for our numbers and home address. amcm wati? nak belanje nasik minyakkkk eh! if it is, then Congratulations babey! its about time!
if everyone is getting hitched, engaged or co-habiting, when will it be our turn pul?
wishful thinking coz lagik lama!

Oh man! Sunday morning shifts are loved if you're being chauffered to work. for e.g this morning kan pul! i need lunch! i need my carbs!

toodles!

the best thing about tonight...

2010-01-07T01:42:00.002+08:00

how can i say this,

i am falling for you everyday.
this i am sure about.

2010-01-01T02:50:00.002+08:00

time check: 0251am
01012010

currently im at iLuma with my two favourite boys.
each doing their own stuffs. im just stuck on facebook.
well 2009 has its up and down, it certainly made me wiser and stronger.
out of a dysfunctional relationship in 2008 and found new meaning of love in 2009.
and certainly he has been the one making me happy without fail.
maybe a new working environment in 2010?
good things awaits me, i can tell.
i wish 2010 would be a better one then 2009, as there are many things too look forward to ;)

the batam trip with the girls was fun.
filled with laughters & jokes.
piktures are up on facebook.
oh well, due for PM later.
im just lazyy!

nothing feels right when im not with you.

2009-11-06T02:50:00.003+08:00

i need a new book. saiful, please bring me out for some ice-cream and book shopping.

i just wanna curl up in one of those big sofas, sip my coffee and get lost in the book.

heh.

life used to be so carefree/

as i get older, i find myself lost in the world of adults.

so many responsibilities.

bills bills bills to pay..

my future to think of. so many plans for 2010 til 2013, i do not know where to start.

while on my way to work just now, i just love to watch people rush in the train to grab the seats.

magically, no one would wanna sit on the 'priority seat'.

i kinda remembered about the incident which happened to us a week ago.

we board the train from bugis. so as usual, not banking on any available seats though.

so the train was slightly pack with sleepy people. i think the best place to sleep is on the MRT la. mcm semua automatically can fall asleep. haha.

on that fateful day, i was wearing my empire cut top la. i stood in front of saiful, tryna get my balance la.

there is this lady who was looking at me, with that uneasy face.

so i just smiled at her with that come-hither eyes. haha

she got up and offered me the 'hot seat'. and at the same time the train kinda brake abruptly when its reaching City Hall. so Saiful grab hold of me, while ushering me to the seat. haha. i swear i blush la. like hello i know la my tummy is larger than life, but thanks anyway for giving up the seat for me. i was kinda tired too. hehe but i can imagine how clumsy i looked in the train. *smacks head*

and one more thing, i do not understand why they would sit at the edge of the seat if the previous passenger has alighted and its time for the seat grabber to sit. or even worst; they would tap-tap the seat like as though its a sleeping baby. bonkersss!

ive been thinking to much lately. its time to swallow the chill pill on the hill. its rhymess. fuckgrubbers.

ham ham.

2009-10-30T02:05:00.003+08:00

i am having this throbbing headache. its really killing me. popped some pills but still it doesnt work. im hungry & feeling very very cold. babyboo is already asleep. wake up and accompany me pleaseee! so this round of night, its still with hidayah , olive & babylyn. niceeee night! hehe. stay this way till 730 ok?

baby is dragging me out tmrw i guess. but honestly, im too lazy to go out. i just wanna stay at home, with my pyjamas , watching dvd and eating ice-creams! i dun wanna shower, powder myself and fight the human traffic along city hall or town.
im damn hungry NOW! this milo certainly is of no help at all. ive already sent out my complaint letter to Costa Sands. im just waiting for their reply. hehe.

so any news regarding the december bonus?? i hope its not like what we received in July. heartbreaking! haha.

yikes. gotta grab something to eat.

onelove. <3

i'm feeling lucky

2009-10-29T01:01:00.004+08:00

last week has been the most tiring days of my life. was working ten days straight in a row, after that headed down to Sentosa for my chalet.the chalet was a-okay.
the room is kinda small though.
it was my mum's first virgin ride on both the luge & the skyride.
hilarious.
by now, i guess its easier for baby to be mingling with my family members.
no more awkward/shy moments.

i need a movie date badly. someone please ask me out. i wanna watch love happens and he just wouldnt wanna watch it with me!! :(

well, for our 9th, we played bowling&snooker. a finally fish spa! haha. very ticklish. new experience for saiful indeed. :) lets cut down on the fighting, be even more loving. i love you sayang. thanks for being sucha wonderful lover.

tough solar.

2009-10-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

ive been complaining too much & i felt that i am the most whiniest girlfriend on earth.
the boyfriend has been patiently listening too me.
haha. yesterday's project hope was a-ok.
the moment i saw taufik batisah, i was starstruck.
so damn excited! deliciously cute! mcm boleh gigit.
ahaha ok kental. afternoon shift today wasnt a killer like the previous days.
3 more days to go to the long awaited short getaway.

boooyah!

i wanna slim down badly that i wanna look as pretty as ******* *******

ham ham.

2009-10-14T19:09:00.002+08:00

it is really amazing how my boyfriend could have his pair of eyes glued to the monitor for the past two hours.
boys & their games. *shakes head.
and im just sitting here, facebook-ing since 5.
well, im kinda tired after my morning shift.
i get easily tired these few days.
and i get extremely hungry like all the times.
saiful has been feeding me like i'm his pet.
haha. makin gemok la aku ni saiful!!

since, last month they gave a festive advancement, im kinda broke for October.
im just waiting for 25th to be nearer.
and i seriously need a financial planner for myself.
theres so many things i wanna do, but i do not know how to 'budget'
as an impulsive shopper since young, i find myself buying things that i eventually realise that i do not need.
all of these need to stop !
help needed! haha

linda is planning another holiday trippp.
shit. duit lagikkk!
can i still go on a holiday and still get the LV bag?
*wishing&hoping.

da la saiful. enough with the gaming.
i wanna have my dinnnnner!

enerboost.

2009-10-10T19:00:00.001+08:00

i am too TIRED.
i need rest!
i dun care! shall i just take unpaid leave to sleep?
period.

uglay as it is.

2009-10-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

am i ovulating or the ward is relatively hot tonight?

tonight it was awesssome! census remained as how the afternoon girls left us with.
unlike our first night, barely enough room to breathe.

in a few hours time, gonna hit the sack.

epul's granny is at the ward opposite mine.
DIL. hopefully shes getting better.
on a lighter note, Azhar is recovering.

and my boyfriend is ecstatic about that.
Azhar can finally speak & joke around. no more lying on that bed with that expressionless face. get well soon :)

the chalet that we're planning, i'm all excited about it! am counting down to 23rd baby! just a short getaway for you & me ;)

i miss staying out late & having that sleepy convo with baby.
i miss going for gila-gila shopping.
bring me out shopping this weekend. i promise that i'll be good. :)
i miss you already :)

and if you really love me, bring me up that G-maxxxx!

objektive.

2009-10-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

hello hello helllllloh!

Tonight is my second night. Alhamdullilah! it is a quiet one. compared to the one i had with Dayah which was quiet disastrous. time check 0532 hours. I am counting down to 0800 then im off to my humble abode which i can strip naked and sleep for hours! hahaha! With the freezing temperature, i noticed that my nail beds are turning bluish! mati kesejukkan la aku ni!

anyhoos, its gonna be the second week of Syawal. i am pretty much over and done with the visitings. As of this year, kite raya SEDONDON! haha greeeeeeen! felt contented with whatever we have this year. so to friends yang tak sempat i jumpe, Selamat Hari raya Maaf Zahir batin! terkasar bahasa tersilap kata harap diampunkan.

im famished! i can only think of Long John Silver's chicken sausage toast thingy and it makes me salivate virtually. haha.

as i was thinking to myself just now, everyone is either attaining their diploma or gonna do their degree. When will it be my turrrn? i wanna mug, get stress over assignments and receive my weekly allowances. *winks.

okay, i miss you baby! i cant wait for our rollerblading date later. i seek pleasure looking at you losing your balance & landing on your butt :) iloveyou poopool!

virgin entree

2009-10-02T05:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey testing testing 1,2,3..